Since 0830, I've packed my room, cleared out most of the unwanted stuff, cleaned my working table and coffee table and now my room is nice and neat (for a short while) again. My next victim shall be my bookshelves with all the books I've had since pri - university days. Sigh... I've always felt this inertia to pack this shelf becos I don't want to throw away a lot of those things with sentimental value. As a result, I hoard, hoard, hoard and hoard and...the shelf is one long lifestory of myself. Perhaps it's time to let logic rule. I keep telling myself that if I have never searched the shelf in the past 2 years for things, then, I do not need any of the things there. But...but... what if? Yeah it's always the what ifs, should've, would've, could've that has been the main sources of the inertia. I need to get out of this mental model. Arghh..........
Things on the hill got pretty quiet this week becos the hillers are having the exams and CA. This was the peace before the storm. Now, the storm has arrived. Sitting in my room, staring at me screaming for attention. And there's no sun today... how to play beach vball without sun?
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